I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Remember the good times that we had?
I let them slip away from us when things got bad
I'm so tired but I can't sleep
Standing on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard
I'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to lose
Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
I remember the nights I watched as you lay sleeping
Your body gripped by some far away dream
Well I was so scared and so in love then
And so lost in all of you that I had seen
And I will not forget you
Nor will I ever let you go
I remember when you left in the morning at daybreak
So silent you stole from my bed
I ran like the wind to the water
"Please don't leave me again," I cried
And I threw bitter tears at the ocean
But all that came back was the tide
Sometimes you realize you don't know where you are going with a lot of things. There's always someone who you think something cool is going to happen with, then you get shown otherwise because immediately overnight their feelings change in a heartbeat. You get shown the true nature of people through their hard times and what kinds of things they have to go through that you overhear. You get scared when you find out how some people really are. You get upset, mad, happy, frustrated, annoyed, every single emotion possible when you're at school. You're on your own, you don't have any true sense of direction except for the path you have to make for yourself. And I'm still trying to make sense of this direction that I'm headed towards.